Writing

Words.
Gradually, they fill up the page.
Then another. Then another.
I have a purpose.

Bubbles

Hot bath.
An hour of peace and quiet with no interruptions.
The luxury of it!
Accompanied by the chocolate voice of Danielle LaPorte whispering sweet inspirations in my ear.

Ripples

The car tears through the roadside puddle oblivious to the beauty of the sun glinting off the ripples in its wake.
The daisies nestling in the roadside grass get an impromptu shower.

Pre dawn

Not yet light.
The wind swirls hollow in the chimney.
My bed feels that little bit warmer.

Long time, no see...

Hello out there.....it's been a while.

2014. How did that happen? Life ticks inexorably on.

Anyways, Satya and Kaspa from www.writingourwayhome.com are running their small stone January again so after a couple of years off I thought it was high time I joined in again.

Here's my offering for today:

Fat pigeon trying to get into next door's small bird house.
Performing yoga stretches to reach the seed.

Orchard regiment

Rows of apple trees standing to attention, all waiting for the command to blossom.

In the stars

Clear night. I look up to see the same view I could see from my bedroom window as a child; Orion watching over me.

French breakfast

Deliciously warm, thinly crispy on the outside, pulled apart to reveal the soft and fibrous inside. Perfect with butter and strawberry jam.

Nice weather for the time of year...

Well there goes another week in the blink of an eye and it’s Friday again. Friday is my treat day, a day when I can please myself – during school hours at least. Today I’ve had a, frankly, HUGE danish pastry (which won’t do a thing to help with the post –Christmas weight-loss intentions) with some good coffee, and a peruse of the new issue of one of my favourite housey-gardeny magazines, all in peace and quiet. It’s the March copy (already!) with some beautiful spring flowers and sunshine on the cover. Optimistic and hopeful.

One of the things I’ve noticed about my noticings over the last few weeks since I’ve been writing small stones is how much I’m influenced by the weather and the surrounding landscape. I’m lucky enough to live in the lee of the Malvern Hills and I sometimes think we have our own little micro-climate here – slightly warmer, wetter, colder, frostier than even a mere 10 miles away.

The hills are a constant presence, mostly benevolent, and take on different guises depending on the time of year and the prevailing weather. They are a constant source of inspiration whether I’m looking up at them from my garden or looking down from them.

The sun was shining this morning as I walked my son to school and it makes such a difference to the mood of the day doesn’t it? Puts a spring in your step, especially at this time of year which can be so dreary. That said, I know I would get bored very quickly if it was guaranteed sunshine every day of the year. I love the way our seasons change and how the landscape changes with them. Our island nation is so diverse – I don’t think I could ever live anywhere else. It’s not hard to understand why us Brits nearly always begin a conversation with a comment about the weather!

Here’s to more Spring-like sunshine, even if it is glinting off frost, or struggling to banish early morning fog.

Until next time, have a lovely week… x

Silence

The ticking of the clock. The hum of the fridge. As quiet as it gets in our house.

Shepherd's delight

Inky clouds slowly diffuse across a pink blotting paper sunset.

In the wind

The tall yucca in my garden looks like something bigger and heavier has tried to sit on it. Such is the bluster of the wind.

Adornment and fighting time

A large tree,
in its winter state of undress,
proudly shows off its clouds of mistletoe.

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So January has been and gone, thirty one small stones written, not nearly as many read as I would have liked. What an enjoyable experience! Quite apart from anything else it has catalysed my somewhat dormant creative juices and I find myself seeing small stone material everywhere. Thank you, thank you, thank you to all of you who have read my offerings, taken the time to comment and deemed this blog worthy of following. I have been hugely encouraged by this - positive feedback is so valuable, no matter how small.

The small stone format suits me in my current life form too. Time is most definitely the enemy, but a stealthy one, my intentions are all too often dashed by the time stealer creeping up on me and the need for sleep being more persuasive than the need for writing or reading. In between the working, the washing, the food shopping, the meal making, the mum-I-need-your-help-NOWs, the ironing (oh the endless ironing!), little moments of quiet for composing my thoughts and writing something worthy of being read are very few and far between.

It may be that it is my priorities that need to change. It may be that I need to set aside an hour a week, just for me, which is non-negotiable. I'm going to try and carry on posting small stones as often as I can and write something a bit longer on Fridays (my supposed day off). There....now I've said it. I've found I respond well to a challenge - I thought I might struggle to come up with a small stone every day in January, but pride spurred me on, there was no way I was going to miss a day when I'd committed to the river of stones project. So here's hoping, now I've made a committment to you, lovely readers, that I can honour this one too.

I have also just signed up to another of Fiona Robyn and Kaspa's good ideas, Writing Our Way Home, so come and say hello there too.

Until next time... x

A warm welcome

Washing out on the line, flapping like bunting hung out to celebrate the appearance of a February sun.

Tending offspring

Last night, broken.
Lids heavy.
Only the washing up between me and an early night.

All change

Fresh bed linen, cool on my skin after a hot bath, somehow makes the bed more comfortable. I curl up with my book and the fragrance of summer days.

Gratitude

The smell of Sunday roast evokes memories of home, wrapped in a warm nest of love, mouth watering. I ponder how lucky I am to have had that kind of childhood.

Happy birthday

Five year-old's party. A barrage of noise. Children gleeful at being let loose in a soft play area. Parents gleeful to have a few uninterrupted minutes for a coffee and a chat.

Pregnant grazing

Grey sheep enjoy grazing in the sunshine, eating for two, maybe even three or four. Their unborn lambs, visible as bulging sides, are oblivious to the vagaries of the weather.

Eating greens

I bite into a raw sugar snap pea. The intensity of the flavor surprises me, I can almost taste the vivid green-ness of it, the taste of summer in the vegetable patch.

Vegicide

Massacring beetroot in the kitchen, magenta blood drips from my hands. It looks like a crime scene. Out damn spot, out I say...

Enhancement

A swathe of fluffy white cloud sits atop the hills. Gilding the lily. Haberdashery for landscapes.

Lust for life

An exuberant puppy strains at his leash, desperate to sniff every single sniff and smell every single smell. The world is so exciting when you're newly in it.

And the living is easy...

The busking trumpet player sounds out the dreamy tones of "Summertime". The irony makes me smile. It's a cold and slightly damp Sunday in January.

A night off

My reflection in the hotel bathroom mirror looks slightly different. Tonight I am me, not mum.

Destination anywhere

A plane streaks across a blue sky, vapour trail dispersing like a woolly pipe-cleaner. I wonder about the passengers, all going the same way, but all on different journeys.

Mixed races

Sittting in a restaurant in the middle of Birmingham. I look around me and realise how much I've missed the cultural diversity of a big city.

Detective work

Toothpaste tubes on the bathroom shelf give away the identity of their owners by the way they've been squeezed.

The expert

On the river a pair of rowers pause to observe. The swan glides on disdainfully.

A flash of promise

The sun reflecting off the car in front is blinding. I don't mind. It's a reminder that the days will lengthen and become brighter, given time.

Fond of absence

No little red dot on my clock radio display. I can wake when I'm ready. Today my time belongs to me, not someone else.

People watching

Unseen, from the window of a first floor cafe, I observe the High Street on a Saturday afternoon. The sheer diversity of the human race always amazes me. It makes me feel very small.

Optimism

The smile lighting up my son's face holds so many of my hopes and dreams for the future.



I hope he can't feel their weight.

Home from work, the house is still, peaceful, waiting for life to energise it. I try not to move too quickly in case I wake it up.



The school run beckons. The stillness will soon dissolve.

Competing with the sound of the extractor fan,

birdsong, greeting the day.



It reminds me of Summer's early dawns.

Misspent youth

Listening to an old favourite album, not heard for years, takes me back twenty years to the smells of hairspray, dry ice and the nightlife of my twenties, when anything seemed possible.



I am still the same, just different.

Revealed

Last year's nest, its hiding place exposed now the branches are bare, sways gently in the breeze. Nature's way of rocking fledglings to sleep.

Dark chocolate with chilli...

... says the chocolate box menu. Too basic a description for something that dances a Tango of flavours in my mouth, all intense and fiery.

Fried egg

the yolk a perfect sun in a cloud of white

Pride

Gone is the anxious leg-clinging child.
Replaced by a child with the confidence to hurl himself headlong into the party, with barely a backward glance.

I must be doing something right.

Landscape painting

dawn steals across the sky, seeping into every corner, painting the day with its colour

Reclaimed space

Festive trappings taken down.
The faces in the photo frames have room to breathe again.

Procrastination

The still-to-do tax return menaces from the box file on the bookshelf.
I wonder what it would feel like to be more organised.

Back to work

Reconnecting with daily life.
Routine is comfortable, like old slippers,
but lacks the sparkle of a pair of party shoes.
But then, party shoes wouldn't be party shoes if we wore them every day...

The thrill of it all

I'm new to blogging but I'm rapidly becoming hooked - this small stone format is making me see things in more detail and they're flowing much more easily than I expected. I love the fact that people from all over the world are reading my little snippets and I have found that there is a frisson of excitement when someone I've never met or communicated with before leaves a comment on one of my posts. Thank you lovely readers! Isn't the internet wonderful?

Concentration

The inexperienced teeter onto the ice rink, all keen to avoid the humiliation of the domino effect

Five minutes more

I stretch languorously. Five more minutes. 08.15. The sound of a car passing outside. This time tomorrow that will be me.

Display until...

Christmas tree looks over-dressed on this January morning,as if it's stayed out all night and is doing the walk of shame

January 1st

Party poppers litter the floor, their innards spent, evidence of the new year's welcome

Daylight robbery

the protective presence of the hills outside my window has vanished, stolen away by the marauding mists

Peace

Over-tired, over-excited six year old fast asleep, the only sound that of the fairy lights chasing each other.....quiet at last

Christmas Eve

the building excitement manifests itself in noise - what it is to still believe

Sweet anticipation

brand new tin of Quality Street, brim full of glittering Christmas jewels, treasure trove for the sweet of tooth

Taking time to see

Well now. Here I am.

A few months ago I was lucky enough to be introduced to the lovely Fiona Robyn and her equally lovely fiance Kaspa who have set up A River of Stones, a project to encourage people to take more notice of the life they are living and to write a few words to capture moments of paying proper attention - or small stones. The idea is that every day in January participants write a small stone, with the intention of living more in the moment, becoming more aware and paying proper attention. Taking time to really see something instead of just giving a cursory glance then rushing on ...

I'm not really a writer, I have lofty aspirations that one day I might be, but for the time being I'm happy just to read, and jot down the occasional small stone or idea, keeping them safe for some future time where mental space is more readily available. When I decided to take part in A River of Stones I felt that it was going to be a challenge, that I might struggle to remember to take that moment every day to really observe. But it seems that the challenge was just in the deciding, as it's already happening, I have found myself paying more attention, and words just present themselves to capture a moment.

So, here's my first humble offering...

the sky today has density, weight... pregnant with the promise of snow